God, I am honestly at the end of my rope and can't take any more. I am hanging by a thread. This is when you will catch me. I have never felt so hopeless and alone. I need your love NOW. I know it is here, but I need it in human form in the physical world. You sent me Amir. All love comes through you. Now it is bad, that is through the Devil. I am being knocked down from every which way - financial, property, family, death, health, now love. I honestly can not take any more. Tonight is the worst I have ever felt in my life and thank you for giving me life, but I am in terrible pain. I love you enough to not harm myself or others, but I am finding it hard to breath and go on. I need your mercy and a physical sign of your love immediately. I believe in your miracles - you have made a blind man see, you have walked on water, you have healed the sick. I need your miracle in my physical world NOW. I know it is your timing, but I am throwing my hands up in a desperate plea for mercy. Show me Lord Jesus, show me, show me now. I need you NOW more than ever. Please show me my miracle now. Please heal me, please heal Amir. Please heal our relationship now. After all of my losses and how physically alone I am, my WHOLE family is with you. My finances are a mess and getting worse. Amir is a gift of love from you. I need your love and him healed NOW. I can't take, not another moment - not another moment. Like the blind that you made see - please have mercy on me and grant my miracle now - show me your love in my physical world and my angels, Mommy, Daddy, Uncle Bill, Uncle Tony, Vinnie P, Marc, all of you - please please help us along too. I am desperate tonight. In Jesus' name, Satan go to hell, you're not welcome, God enter in have mercy on Amir and I, grant us this miracle and heal us- I can't make it through the night, not another moment without God showing me His love.