I am at the point where I know I am worth more dead than alive. I am trying every thing to fix this financial problem. I was just turned down for a loan at my bank because I have past due bills, in fact my utilities are about to be turned off. That is what I needed the loan for. I have been praying every morning and evening (I will continue this) that the VA come through it has been 7 years that I have been fighting. I don't know what to do any more my daughter and her two young sons live with me, I am so stressed I really need the Lords help.