My God, help please, to find work to my son! Nothing changes in my life, my son has again left work because there pay very little and don't hurry to pay money to workers. He wants other work, but at us, in our settlement, it is absent. All his impossible plans because we have no money, but are debts which I can't pay, and now also increase in a payment for housing. And I should undergo some medical procedures to learn whether I have oncology. I am many prognevlyala You, My God, by the own words, forgive me, please! I am very much person of no character, at me without You, there can't be a strong belief! I very much need You, give me belief and your proximity, your love without which I can't live. With You it isn't terrible to me to die because I will be near You. And how to me to die or live without You? I ask You about the financial position already so long ago, but it has almost not moved a little. Has passed one and a half years, or even two. I always said that I love You not for what You will give me or you won't give. In the name of Jesus Christ! Amen!