God, please help me with my parents.
I need help with my dad's situation in the nursing home. I need help getting him re-eligible for medicaid so they won't kick him out. This is like a black cloud over my head.
I also need help with my mom. I need you to help her with her mental and physical health and get her back on her feet into the world interacting with people.
I also need help with my job or help me to find a better job. There's just too much stress. My manager doesn't hold people accountable. Therefore it falls on me and my assistant. Everyday someone is calling out or not doing their job. I end up doing it for them with no power to enforce company policy.

The reason people are shooting up and smoking dope is the same reason why Christians raise up their hands to the roof inside a church. We all need this serenity. I’m no so called “Christian” yet I know Jesus with all of my heart and that he is the only reason that I’m not in prison or dead. My prayer for Jesus to put the words into me to preach to others like me to help people overcome. I am an alcoholic but I work every day and try to do right by all. I have a lot going on in my life. Jesus will help me to overcome this and become a superman. I am here to help others. I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders but I will support it because I am what I am. I am that man. The man who wades through the fire and comes out with a melted face but shakes off the pain in name of love. This has happened to me literally. In real life. I’ve wiped away my burned/melting skin off my face. My pain is nothing. My spirit will overcome. I am needed. Let my words light a fire in the hearts of those I speak to and teach and really change things in their lives. Let my love move mountains and really change things in the world. My heart belongs to Jesus. And because of him I am this strong. Jesus is a real person. What is written in the bible actually happened. It’s not just a belief. It is a fact. He went through mortal hell and died for us. He gave me his heart and saved from eternal death. I just wish he’d breath the same fire into everyone around me and change them like he did for me. Jesus is the center of it all. Jesus is the answer. The person who brought into this life a good Christian woman named Myra Jones. I have never stopped loving her and I will love her with all of my broken heart until the day I die. I know her prayers for me changed my life. God bless Myra Jones for introducing me to Jesus Christ. She was my RN when I was in the ICU when overdosed on alcohol when I was 17. She changed my life forever. God bless her for the impact she made on my life. I was brought into this world to change lives just like she changed my life. I will always love Myra Jones. God please help me to put all of these piece together and make a better man out of me. Help me to reunite with Myra. I miss her every single day of my life. Make her a part of my life again. I love her with all of my heart and soul. No wonder I drink and I can take the pain and BS I can. I need her.

Pray for my elderly father who just tested positive Covid-19. I’m not ready to lose him. He just had a severe stroke in May. I had to put him into a nursing home afterwards because of the feeding tube and his swallowing. I’ve seen him three times in total since then. I’ve tried to do my best for my him through his ordeal and this pandemic. I don’t want him to die yet but I am willing to accept his death if God shows him the same serenity he once showed to me. I’ve been to the other side. I know what is coming next. I’ve been through that tunnel. And if there is a light on the other side burning for my old man then I want to go his final resting place and live forever in that serenity. I don’t feel right about him dying right now but I look at his situation through my own eyes as if I were him. I know what I would want. And it’s not the suffering he’s going through with or without the virus. God, be with my father. You do what you feel is necessary just like you do with me every single day. I’m not driving this roller coaster. You are. I have accepted that. Just put my old man on the road to glory. There is life after death. I know that for a fact. I’ve seen it with my eyes. Give my father peace in the next life and forgive him in the name of Jesus Christ. Sent him home to be with his parents and brothers and sisters. I’d give the skin off my back for that. I’d give the blood from my veins. I know my old man would do it for me. Please save the man before he goes. Amen.

God, please let me lead my Cherokee people and all the people around me regardless of race or creed. Help me to make the right decisions and help those most in need. My heart is torn from the darkness now stands in the path of your light. I can no longer look away. This is my destiny. And if it cost me my life to do what is right, that is a price I'm more than willing to pay for my fellow man. I will not move from the truth. I am the storm. Make me stronger in Jesus name. Make me a stone. Make these of feelings suicide and despair disappear. Let me rise above all this goddamned bullshit and make me the one who makes the final decision. A lot of good soul count on me regardless of what happens after they die. Meanwhile the devils still laugh at my hard work. To Hell with them. They can and will burn in HELL if I have to drive them there myself. I will still be somebody's angel.

Why do I get punished for telling the truth at work? Why am I working in an environment that is filled with liars. It's almost like I can the evil in their faces. The dishonesty, corruption and incompetence. I don't understand why this is accepted. It's like I'm alone. I was assaulted by a coworker and went to HR about it. Soon HR contacted my manager and he pretty much told everyone. Now I'm hated for going over my boss's head. I worked for him in the past and I watched him let bad employees get away with murder and invent reasons to fire good employees who fought it. He claims to be Christian church goer. It's all superficial nonsense. They're trying to throw me under the bus. My prayer is for justice. The law doesn't protect white guys in the 30s like me. The only way I can file a lawsuit is if they demote me, fire me or cut my hours. Also the lawsuit could take years and I could get very little money. I don't care about the money. I just want justice. Unprofessional people like this have no place running a business. The guy even hired his nephew as his assistant instead of hiring someone more qualified and more experienced. I just want out honestly. I know when I leave the business will go under. It happened before when I left another manager for a whole lot less. That isn't justice though. These people need to be fired if they can't do their jobs professionally and not mistreat others. Let me show them all something. Let my loyalty to the truth outshine their attempts to sweep their dirt under the rug. Make my company realize what monsters these people are and get rid of them.

I’m being discriminated against at my workplace. I being treated like dirt. I deserve better than this but have no help. I have no one to turn to. Often times I get made fun of for doing the right thing. I’m so sick of being mistreated. They don’t know that I am a lion and I see through all their lies. I ask of God to get me out this place and put me into a better one.