I’m going to give up honestly I’m not sure what I’m fighting for anymore my family has been gone and I’m cool with being alone for ever I don’t want anybody around me and I don’t need anybody anymore I don’t care about anybody now so if you’re really real I just want you to know that I quit…
You don’t have to worry about me anymore and you can’t abandon me because I am going to leave

I’m not sure what to say but my kids seem like they hate me and I don’t know what to do with that I’m sad to say but maybe it’s to late to take them back home and they should stay with their foster parents I don’t know what went on there and maybe I never will but I’m not sure I can help them out very much and I’m just tired of fighting for nothing and getting looked down upon and being judged and not ever being loved by anybody ever unless I’m doing something for them and I’m tired of not being enough for anybody and being treated like a burden or not being treated like somebody that is important at all.

God please help me to get off the drugs and get back in shape and get better and get my business going and help me to heal my child and get on with my life

Since we are telling tell on ourselves…. No don’t i will tell on you instead

I’m going to get my revenge in blood

Oh no I’m done being fucked over time I had my revenge I will get it back in blood

You catch ‘em and then you kill em

Fuck this I hate everyone and you didn’t even keep them safe I don’t trust anyone anymore I hate them all and I hope they die

I’m not going to try and make money anymore I’m giving up now I guess I’m just a single mom with no family and no friends I give it up since I can’t seem to get rich I can’t guess i will try and make a good home for the kids I will not keep dreaming about being rich anymore I just thought that maybe I could be somebody special I just want to be rich more than anything else In my soul and heart I want to be happy and comfortable and healthy