my husband died jan 1st of an anurysm . i was praying and believing God to heal him or let him get the surgery. it was growing but not big enough for them to operate. i know God is a loving God but i am having a hard time . i feel all alone and am hanging on to God as much as i can. i went from having a great blessed life to just existing. pray that i find guidance and comfort. i read the bible every day and i have certain scriptures that i stand on but this is the hardest thing in life. we had 4 grandbabies and one on the way when he died. he was only 45 .
i know our times are in Gods hands but it still crushes your heart and shakes your stand a bit. thank you