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I’m really struggling. I feel like my ex husband tries to turn my kids against me and his 2nd wife after me. He is abusive mentally, emotionally, financially, psychologically, and he is a diagnosed sex addict. He is a serial cheater but somehow he is framed as the victim or the hero. He is incredibly exhausting to co-parent with because he counter parents and it is draining. He tries to turn the kids against me and I am the only one parenting. It’s exhausting to have him be the one my youngest wants when he is grooming him to believe that he is a model father and I am the reason everything goes wrong in life - because I have rules and boundaries. Whenever my kids come back from his house they avoid me or treat me like shit. I was married to the guy for 16 years. 12 of which were knowingly abusive but I thought God could change him. But I learned that he had free will. I have grown, and I am stronger! I am just having a weak moment where I feel stuck and that life is unfair that my kid is favoring their dad constantly. It wears me down sometimes. It is really getting to me tonight. Please pray for God to clear the negativity. I don’t want to feel like this. I need help.

I'm really wrestling with God because of the injustice I've had since childhood. He's done nothing, trauma after trauma, almost every kind of abuse (at the hands of every family member and just when I thought I'd escaped and could finally start my own family - my husband became physically abusive towards me until I left). I don't understand how a loving father can allow what he allowed to Job. So much suffering to just one man but God is just? Yet others coast through life loved from childhood and favoured by God. Can you please pray for my faith. I feel really hurt and unloved by God, yet I can't walk away for fear he'll smite me. It feels like Stockholm Syndrome. I've given up everything for him (my entire family, my best friend; because they weren't Christians) I walk on eggshells to make sure I don't upset him or sin yet he still allows suffering day in day out, witches in my family cast spells (because they hate my faith) which continue to work despite prayer, fasting, reading the bible for hours a day, pleading the blood, praying Psalms 91.

He's taken everything and I don't have any more to give. I just don't know what he wants from me any more.

I am going to the doctor tomorrow for my shoulder I pray they can find what's wrong and ease the pain Lord please heal me.

My prayers warriors
I need a prayer for peace and to fall asleep in peace tonight I had bad arguments with my love ones and I can't get over it I'm heartbroken sad and I need prayers for me to be in peace and have a good night rest and sleep please and thank you

Thanks again for prayers for me and my loved ones.

Please continue to pray for me and my nephew and his cats.

Please pray for my daughter Tammy, she is in the ICU, in critical condition. Her children and family love and need her so very much

Please pray for God to soften the heart of my husband, so that he will be open to letting my aging and disabled mother to continue living with us. Lord help me be the best wife, daughter and caregiver. Thank you Jesus for perfecting all concerning me and my family. Our relationships, our health, our finances. All circumstances. Thank you for grace and mercy.

Please say a prayer for my neighbor, Sue. She has cancer and is starting her 2nd medical trial today. God bless everyone.

Lord I praise and adore You. Forgive me with all.of my sins. Lord we have upcoming post bday celebration for my daughter which my daughter and son look forward to.please takeaway the colds and slight cough of my kids so that my Saturday they are already okay and that our get away will not be postponed. I will be very happy whenever my kids are happy.In Your Most Holy Name and Healing Hands I pray all of these.Amen.