Dear Lord, i have failed again.. I did exactly what i said i would not do. Im sorry Daddy.. I have not make you proud of your daughter.. I am begging you to forgive me. I want to quit it but i need help. Send me some kind of help. Pull me out of this situation and protect me of any bad people nor circumstances. I have learned my lesson and i do not want to fall again. Please help me, save me.. I know i deserve it. But please, i do not want to lose this only opportunity i have of studying here in this country. Please Dear God, El Shadai, Almighty, Caring, Dad, Daddy, i beg you as your daughter that came back home sorry of everything she has done when she was far away, please Daddy Almighty do not let me lose my scholarship. Protect me please! Amen!