Fear not dear one, God loves you, He hears your cries, he knows the desires of your heart better than you know yourself, and like a good parent knows what is best. Whether it is taking you out of a situation you want to stay in that is bad for you, kicking and screaming to stay, or an illness that brings people close together to pray for you, all His ways are full of love and you will get to where you need to be. If He wishes me to be called home that's for the best. If He wishes me to live in pain cause my work isn't finished here yet, so be it, His plan is good and just. You'll see, hold onto your faith like the hand reaching into a hole to save you. That hand will come, no matter how long you wait. It will come, the angels are around you rooting for you to endure all that you have of pain and heartbreak, God will reward us, for we are eternal in Him. May I wish you the greatest peace and blessing dear reader. I love you too. Big HUG!
-k.p.