Maria, I have sent prayer up for you. A lot of people are under attack and even more so lately. Remember this scripture. The Armor of God
10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17 Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.

Also, I saw this recently and would like to also share. Don't give up. Keep praying because this too shall pass. Satan likes to attack us in every way possible but with God you are stronger then he is and with God by your side you don't need anyone else.
Spot the lies that let you know the Enemy is at your table:
The lie of worthlessness:
If you're hearing, I'm not good enough, the enemy is at your table. This lie isn't a reflection of true humility. This lie whispers to you that you're useless. You will never have what it takes.
The lie of deception:
Have you heard recently that it's better at another table? The enemy often points to another table and talks about how amazing it is somewhere else. He points to a place that's not the table where God is and says, "That over there is the solution to your problem."
The lie that you're doomed:
If you've bought the lie that you're not going to make it, the enemy is at your table. This voice tells you that life is hopeless. There's no way out. May as well just chuck it all, quit, and die.
The lie that there's no way out:
If you feel like you're surrounded and there's no way out, you know the enemy is at your table. The enemy convinces you there's nowhere to turn. Nowhere to run. No way forward. No chance you're ever going to live free again.
The lie of me against the world:
If you're hearing a voice that tells you, everybody is against you, the enemy is sitting at your table. This voice tells you that everybody is out to get you. Everybody hates you. Nobody loves you. It's a voice that encourages you to mistrust everybody in your life.
It's strategic to spot the enemy's lies- not so you can focus on the lies, but so you can avoid them and fix your gaze back toward God. When you are able to spot the following lies that are coming your direction, you can overcome them and win the battle for your mind with truth in God's precious name.
Louie Giglio

Thank you all for your prayers. They are deeply appreciated.

I am so sorry for your loss Joel. I sent prayers up for you. Just remember that God is with you and he will help you through this. I lost my Mom and I know your pain. Her last few days of life she reminded me that when I no longer saw her on this earth to remember that she did not die, she simply moved. I pray that you find comfort in the memories you have with your parents and that God blesses and comforts you through your grief. There is a program that has helped many people through these challenging times. It is called Grief Share. Google it. Here are a couple of scriptures to hold close to your heart.
Psalm 34:18
The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.
Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.