It's hard to stay functional, but you can do it. I have days like that and others where I am just happy to be here. Get sleep, take a walk..send sincere to you.. judi

We are all in the same rut and I am hoping that we receive some help from above.

so sad for your loss. Both of you deserve some counseling, so find someone and go together. See about meeting someone through a place you can trust.

Sounds like he's looking for someone to blame. Not his job to do. He should be supporting you. Grandma needs to help, not just you. At 22 I was living out of state and thought I could find my way. Don't give up, you sound like you are trying, and don't let anyone take that from you. You are not the parent and need to know none of this is your fault.

so young to be held down with that. We all wish we could turn the key and make things better. Just let your nephew know how much he means to you. God Bless.

if it is that important don't hide it. Find someone to talk to and just let it out.

Stay calm, focused and you will succeed