I had failed before.. with a lot of discouragements, doubts, worries, and fears.. I wonder I could be able to graduate from law degree smoothly, and with high achievement. Yet, God gave me the opportunity to continue the 2 years in one of the medium ranked UK university, which none of my friends could have this opportunity.

Today, God gave me a message through www.alldevotion.com, saying "every challenge comes with the solution hidden inside. When God puts obstacles on your way, your are meant to grow by overcoming them. Look for the seed of the solution at the very heart of the challenge." Please pray for me that I could be able to find the seed of solution which hindered inside the very heart of the challenge. Thanks brothers and sisters. May God bless you.

Please pray together for my country, Malaysia. The 13th General Election had just ended last night, but many people refuse to accept the results as they claim that the winning party play tricks to win the election. There are many corruptions here, such as killing, bribery, and more.. I pray for the Lord's favor is upon the righteous, and the Spirit of Lord never fails Malaysia. May God renders perfect justice, and that everything is according to the Will of our Lord God. In Jesus name. Amen.

I am waiting for the offer from UWE, one of the UK universities. I hope I could successfully get the offer from that university. May all things according to the Lord's Will. Please pray together with me for it. Many thanks =) God bless you.

I feel down. I am in a relationship with a non Christian, whom now I love so much!

I had learned before in the Holy Bible saying God does not want us to mingle with the non Christians in [2 Corinthians 6:14 Do not be yoked together with unbelievers. For what do righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness?] But I listened to my heart, I had accepted him as my boyfriend now. I do not want to hurt him again, as previously I hurt him twice because of my indecisiveness.

I knew him for 9 years, but I fell in love and had accepted him only by this month. I do not judge him by his appearance, I found out that he is a really nice guy with good condition, and having good testimonies from his friends, even from my friend and my Buddhist family members who are strangers to him. The only thing he lack of is just his stubbornness on his own principles, and by believing in himself. To my surprise, he ever changed his principle, which he was really stubborn on it, for me, and this is proven and happened before. I had shared things about Christ to him before, he rejected it, sometimes by not fully listen to it, or by saying, "boring, change topic". I had even asked him why he does not believe in Christ, his answers were, "it is so unfair, why we have to believe him only we can go to heaven?". Another reason is he does not want his Buddhist family to be hurt, and start an endless fight because of his change of religion, like me and my family does. Maybe I should try to share full gospel to him and see how it goes?

I chose to be with him, as I expecting something would change in him. However, I wonder if God is blessing us? Or else, what should I do? In my heart, I wanted to be with him so much, and I love him so much. In the far future, will our ways really being separated apart? I really could not imagine our future.

Prayer Request:
1. Please pray for us that, should we be together now?
2. Please pray for me that, I could able to carry God's Word to him and everyone who are around me so that I could fulfill our Lord's Great Commission. [Matthew 28:19 Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”]
3. Together we pray for him that, he will open his heart to the gospel and soften his heart to accept God's word. =)

Thank you, my brothers and sisters! =D God bless you <3