I need a big Miracle Papa God. Please answer my prayers. In Jesus Name! Amen!

Papa God please help me.. I just want to have an amnesia just to forget everything. That how I feel bad, down, frustrated in my life right now. 😢😢😢 I feel worthless. I feel so much pain. I feel so unfair. Despair. I feel so down, so deep, I feel that I am buried in a deepest pit that I can't move. Feels like dying. 😢😢😢 Feels like a ws buried alive. 😢😢 Please give ur wrath on them. As I can't take it anymore. Lift me up Papa God. Save me from this grave. Save me from this heartache. Pls give me a total breakthrough in life. Give us a total breakthrough in life. Heal me, spiritually, emotionally, and physically. Save me from hell!!! Pls give us financial breakthrough. In Jesus Name! Amen!!!!!!!!

I blame my mom for all the bad things that's happening to me and to my papa. It's all her selfish ambitions. It's all what she wants and what makes her happy and what will give her pride! I wish she was never my mom. If only I can choose I will never ever choose her to be my mom! Sorry Papa God I know you know everything and I don't have my own life with her!

I can't feel You anymore. Feels like I'm turning now my back on you.

You always let my enemies won. People who hurt me now enjoying their lives, happy and I am the one who's suffering and feels like I'm stuck. It's like that I don't want to believe in You anymore. Sorry but I'm always fed up.been praying for days months years with same thing idk. I give up.

I can't feel You anymore and I want to turn may back on You.