Dear God. My bf of 2 years left me one week ater the mother of his child tried to kill herself. He ignorede for a week then sent me a text message stating I was being selfish and the stress from his gpop dying, mom stressing herself back into drinking and his son almost losing his mom was stressing him so much that he felt he would try to kill himself. He went on to say he didn't want to b with me or anyone else and this doesn't mean he dosent love me and never did love me and for me not to beat myself up over it. That was 5 weeks ago. Father I need u to give me strength to accept this and move on. I'm holding on to a belief that he's coming back and I'm not healing. Lord please near my cries and remove the hurt and pain. Please pray with and for me. AMEN