First of all I want to thank God for all the Blessings he has bestowed upon me! God is good all the time. Right now, I am asking for prayers for strength. My significant other of 2 and a half years has decided that he wants to move out after Christmas. I want with all my being for us to stay together and make it work, but he said he has made up his mind, he said he loves me, but we are just 2 different people and he doesn't see a future for us. With him he takes his 10 and 2 year old sons, whom I love dearly, also his mom and Aunt , who I love dearly.
So, it's not just him I am losing, it's a whole family. I know whatever God's will is, will be. But in the meantime, I am falling apart and I can't stop crying. Jason still lives with me and continues to act like we are together. This is so painful and confusing. Please pray for a miracle for me, either for Jay's heart to be changed, or for strength for me to let him go. Thank you for all who read this...God's Blessings and Happy Holidays to all!