I pray as the days go by since my husband passed unexpectedly two months ago , of the understanding that God's plan is not always ours. Please help me remember this when I feel I am sinking in to that big hole of depression. God has a plan for me as well and I pray I can be a servant unto him. I feel humble today. I do not feel self pity. I love and miss my husband as anyone would, but I do not want people to feel pity for me. I ask for your prayers. I ask for God's guidance. I ask for strength at work where I have the hardest time not breaking down. Thank you Lord for the time we had together. I pray and cherish to keep those special moments in my mind and my heart. Thank you Lord for giving me those times. Thank you Lord for your kindness and the ultimate sacrifice...Jesus Christ. Amen