please pray for me to let the walls down and truely find and feel love for oncce and feel comfortable w/ myself and others and no more panic attacks, i dont want life to harden or poison me w/all the tragedies i have had in my life and please pray for me and my husband to be closer since i have gotten better we are still distant and i feel more comfortable sleeping by myself on the couch instead of him wich is not good for are relationship we get along great now and please pray for me to keep getting better and it's been 6 wks already since i quit smoking, thank you and may god bless you all