My dear Lord, i pray that You may forgive me for all the things that i have done. I wasn't thinking clearly at that time. I was filled with my own emotions and i was dragged with my own self. I blame myself for everything. I can't accept the fact that i am the one responsible for ruining my life. I want you to forgive me Lord and give me another chance Lord. I feel so disgusted with myself. All i could do is look at You and say sorry but i know that the things i am doing is not enough. I am just asking You Lord to protect me rom disgrace. i don't want to lose my life Lord because of this kind of things that will surely make the world tremble. Punish me with other things Lord but do not let this thing emerge. i beg You Lord, I don't want to lose my life. I love You Lord and I trust You. My life is in Your hands always.