I realize that all things happen for a reason, but I'm not certain if it's me or other's He is saving at this point. I realize I'm not the only one going through things such as this, but find it ridiculous in going about the answers in this manner. I've awaited 10+ years for other prayers to be answered, but I don't have that kind of time in this case. Please humor me and allow me to find the answers sooner. In Jesus' name, Amen!