Dear God, I am a sad person. Wanting to take my own steps seem to be a sin to my parents. Why? Where did I go wrong? what I can only see is that I'm a following a dream. I wanted to do my business so why is it wrong for them? at least I'm doing something for myself, at least I'm not asking money from them, I am not even asking any help from them. So why are they angry? I don't see that I'm wrong. I am only doing this for myself why can't they understand that? I am willing to risk my own money for the 1st place that's how they can determine that I really wanted to do this, to run my own business, however small it is. Why can't they approve of it, I can't see anything wrong with it. I love my work, I love what I'm doing, its the 1st time that I did something for myself that I love, this is the 1st time that I pampered myself, to indulge myself to something which is quite rewarding too even how small the income it may get, I am happy but I am also asking for a good profit it doesn't go away from my wishes that I want to gain an amount of money. but I want them to understand that what I'm doing is what I love doing, someday I want to build my own establishment and this is just my foundation. so why would they keep me away from that humble ambition? this really makes me sad. and disappointed that they do not approve of it. I feel rather lonely because of what they are doing its like, there's no one there to support me. Its like the feeling that I'm unloved. it hurts. I've been hurt a lot, a have lost my real parents a long time and I can't even see them, especially my real father whom I never get a chance to meet in person, I even lost a person that I love because I have let go of him, I let go of him so that I won't continue hurting myself, I'm hopelessly in love with him and I only see a downside and that I'm not happy with the relationship anymore, and we don't even have a relationship at the first place I think I was just blinded by love. I can only see one side. and believe me I based through actions, and I only want to quit dreaming of him because it will only make things worse, so what I did was let go as its the only right thing that I can see so far. God, please help me, I am really sad right now, feel my heart and look unto it and you will see why.