Hi im Mason im in in high school and, I'm really trying to get a close relationship with god, but it just seems i get really no were i stopped doing like everything bad and just having a hard time keeping pure thoughts in my mind, i hear the worst thoughts in my head were i just feel like theirs no hope for me, and i'm just going to hell. i won't nothing to do with hell, i really have no one to talk to beside my friend witch i tell them about the lord. ive been praying the last 3 days that the lord change me and because i cant do it without god i need to surrender i try but i always fail, i pray that i could hear god voice, i believe the lords their for me because i think i feel the lords persence there, i just need your prays , i have problems with my self esteem so once something happens i just put my self down, i havent gave up yet not going to either, im just gunna keep praying i just hold on to the lord, and just keep seeking god out, i thank you very much for listining to me,
love you all heavenly brothers and sisters
in jesus name amen