I know God is protecting me from evil and wrong doing, but sometimes it is hard to see past that when something you want badly is in front of you. I am praying for peace within this journey I am taking, I am praying that the person involved with me on this path is not as uncaring as am seeing now. So hard to decide if this person is really all bad... I care so much. I need clarity...I want empathy...and I hope the hurt in my soul fills with love and joy.