I lost my job, bills are piling up. My boyfriend's work slowed down and he can't pay his bills. We can't afford health insurance but both need medication. I have a part-time job and am trying to pay my bills but some of the creditors refuse to work with me. I have prayed about this and feel my faith is slipping away as it has been 6 months and things keep getting worse. Its cold and we need fuel but have no money to get any. My family has been trying to help out but they can't pay their bills and mine. I know God could change things in an instant if he wants to and I do not understand why he will not do this. I fear I will have another stroke from all the stress.