I am struggling on so many levels, I am grieving the loss of my amazing mother, I am fighting a battle with HIV and addiction, I am clinically depressed and each day is an uphll battle, but I make it through with God's help, I honestly don't wann be here, but suicide is not an option. I ask for your prayers , so I can heal the pain and not suffer and see each day as the beautiful new opportunity to live in God's name. Thank you and bless you all, Amen.