I struggle. I know we all struggle in our daily walk, but I struggle..alot. I've been rejected. Jobs, loves, family...Family hurts the most. I feel so all alone except for I know I can do anything through Christ that strengthens me. I know that I've been tried. I know that Jesus gives trials and tribulations to all of us, and I'm starting to feel blessed. Blessed beyond measure. I ask for prayers to help me to understand. I've been rejected my entire life...I've never met my father, my mother and I don't have a functional relationship, and I've spent my entire life trying to figure out what's wrong with me...The only thing brings me peace is prayer. Please pray for me. For my professional life, for my personal life...Through everything that I feel that I've failed at, God has put a woman in my life who loves me for me...Who loves me unconditionally, and who believes that I can be the man God made me to be. I just need prayers. Lots of prayers. I feel like I'm at the end of my rope and I've found that people who know the word of God and the power of prayer are always the best people to have on your side. Jesus, if it be your will, please bless me in the blessings that I stand in need of...Not out of spite, not for any personal "I want to rub their nose in it" reason, but to help me be the MAN that You made me. I ask these blessings and many more in your holy name, Amen.