ive felt so lost for such a long time.. ive always had god with me but its seems like i keep loosing my way mostly in the love department. i feel so alone and crushed and i try and move on from what happened and act like it didnt change me but it did and i had asked god that this wouldnt happen to me so i know he let this happen cause he knew i could handle it and that it would teach me something i just need yalls prayers that i completley get past it and learn from this. because how can you move on with your life if your past is still holding you down?