Lord please forgive me , please help me to be strong and accept all the past with all my heart ,please help to forget and forgive those people who hurt me.. please give me peace of mind , please help me to be financial stable and finish my studies to be doctor and a lawyer someday.. to get a good job for now and to go to my dream place newyork...please give us happy and peaceful life my family and my relationship... i want to earn money so that i can get my 2 children again, i miss them ,i really miss them mark and zandra...i want a life with no worries ,a happy life and a peacefull one... that no one to ask for.. a financial stable ,stable job and finish my studies go to newyork and work with my partner ... im sorry for all the bad deeds ive done.. i know everything happens for a reason but please help me not to give up and hold on ,inspired me in every day of my life... thank you GOD for giving me chance in life again ....