Please pray for me. I am so lost and scared right now. I don't feel I belong anywhere. I am sad and lonely, abusing alcohol and drugs to numb myself. I wanna be sober but don't wanna be alone and lonely. I have been thinking a lot of death lately. Like this is my last few moments. I am not scared to die but am not really asking for it. I have been so unhappy for sooooooo long.