Hi, please pray that everything in my life gets better. My husband up and left 2 years ago and told me I could just stay in the house until the bank kicked me out, He said he just did not want to be married after 17 years and I became disabled in 2001 and he said he did not marry a sick woman and he did not want to be married to a sick woman. I took my vows to heart and even told him in 1996 when we married that divorce would never be an option. I still feel that way He was a very good Christian man when I met him and the first 6 years of our marriage he was the music minister at our Church. He all of a sudden turned away from God and he had a complete character change. We have lost our house after buying it in 2001 we lost our business of 16 years and are now filing bankruptcy, then he wants the divorce. I do not know how I can get through the divorce with the way I feel. I pray that God really deals with him and he stops to think about what he is doing. I have tried talking to him with no success, but I know that God can turn him around and I have faith that will happen. This has been so hard I have been seeing a psychiatrist the last 6 years every 2 weeks. Please pray with me as we go through this and pray that God has his way. Thank you