Please send prayers my way. Going through a lot with my mothers estate and my sisters really going after me. Also with my husband and his daughter. I need to find a job which I have an interview on Tuesday but then I need to know that I can count on my husband to help with my father and pick up the slack. I am trying to give my family a great Christmas which I always find a way to make Christmas. Sometimes I just feel like I want to give ?up and just move away and start new with just my son. I am trying to feel the joy of Christmas and not feel the sadness or loss. I also feel very frustrated right now and I am yelling a really lot. I need for God and my mother to give me the strength and courage to do what I need to do. Please mom give me a sign that will slap me in the face if you are proud and send me the strength I need to get through the next four months. Ps please let me get this job for now.