God, Show me your face, I know you have given me little , small blessing. and I thank you,but I have been throught this valley far to long and my trust in you is starting to go away. I didnt ever think I would even say it as much put in a pray. I am tied and cant go trought this any longer. I know it is in your time not mind, Please show me some kind of turn around so I can start to trust again. The last 4 years have hard and I know you have provide our needs, but I am ready to give up on my mariage after 23 years . I just dont know what to do any more and have know more fight in me. I am angry all of the time lately and blame my husband for not being the provider for the last 4 years and I just cant deal with it anymore. I love him,, but starting to resent him. I know you dont give us more then we can handle, but our prays are unanswer over and over . I dont even know how to ask and pray anymore. Please help and stand in so I can have a great testiomy to tell the world. I have been faithful and I know I dont have any right to ask you for anything. I just cant keep thnis up. Protect my home from being forclose and just give my husband a job. and keep my lights and water on. Please just gives us a break through.