April 1,2014 marks 2 months since my 24 yr old son was murdered, ive cried and cried and cant seem to stop crying. this pain is so unbearable for this momma with chronic pain...i feel guilty because i cant take care of my 2 other children the way a momma should. i feel guilty because i couldnt protect my son this one time when he needed me most. i even feel upset because of what the murderers mother and son are going through.my sons g/f of 7 yrs is also going through so much pain, she is angry, even angry at God, angry at herself for not being there and for anything she had caused before his death, she had broke up with him only a few months before. please pray for us all...thank you