I had a long time boyfriend for five years. We separated because the family did not approve of me. But he still showed his love for me for four years even though i had other suitors or boyfriend. But even though i have another guy I always end up thinking of him and hoping that he will change and fight for his love for me. Time passed by and I thought I have fallen out of love to him. There came a time that I dont care about him and hoped that he will find somebody else. Until that time came when He really found somebody else. Same situation as me only that the girl is rich. He fallen in love to the girl until he totally forgot about me I thought all along that I dont love him anymore and its ok for him to find somebody else but i was wrong. I have realized that I still love him so much now that he is gone and loved somebody else. I would like to ask for your prayers not for him to get back but for me to move forward and accept the reality that he will not come back anymore. I pray that I find in myself to forgive him and forgive me for not taking good care of this guy. I ask for all of you to pls pray for my enlightenment and for guidance especially now that I am alone taking care of my daughter whom he Loved dearly before. Pls pray for me that I stopped crying every night that I wake up someday not finding the tear in my eyes but finding the sunshine after the rain.