Dear Heavenly Father I need you to be with me, I am having a hard time and I am the one that holds every thing together,I am raising my granddaughter on my own, she is 4 I have had her for almost 2 years, my 3 year relationship has ended he walked out on me today, I love him very much and wanted to spend the rest of my life with him, but I think having jayla was a little to much for him, and Jayla is this little girl that needs her nana so much,and I will always be here for her, she is my world and if he dosent wont to be apart of that, then I guess he dosent love me anyway. I understand at are age late 40's other people already have already raised there children, I have raised my own but Jaylas mom is on drugs and she dont know her daddy and i am all she has,i love her more than life and its hard on me sometimes but to hear her say I love you so much Nana makes it all worth the hard times, so please say a prayers for us, and for Jeff maybe he will realize what he is missing and come back to us. I miss him all ready but I had to let him go..Jayla will come first in my life no matter what ..please pray to take the hurt and sadness away . In Jesus name I pray Amen love Tammy