Dear Lord, Thank You for a place to live that is much better than the shelter I came from. Thank You for getting me out of the relationship I was in. Please help me to become a much better writer and speaker. Please send me some serious help to market my work. Please make it so that I can make a life-a very good life on my writing. Please make me beautiful and strong and give me the gift of giving birth to beautiful, strong, happy, intelligent, faithful daughters and sons. Have mercy on me Lord. I am 37 now. I need extra help. Please take care of Daddy. Please take care of my Baby who I aborted more than 3 years ago. Please help me to be of a single and good mind. Not a weak mind and a lonely mind and a compassionate mind and a wishful mind-all mixed up. Please stop my hair from turning grey. Please make my skin and my body beautiful again. Please cause me to meet and marry a wonderful man who I will be happy with in every way. A man who will provide for me and our children, protect us, stimulate me and I him. Someone who will think that I am a gift from You. Please Lord, I need Your help. A lot of the time I don't know what I'm doing. Or I become distracted or tired. Help me Father, He that taketh this body to death. Have mercy I want to be a wonderful woman. Amen, in Your Son Jesus' name.