Lord, my rent is going up, my cat is sick, the bills are piling up, my son is just not helping out at home and his attitude stinks. I pray for healing and restoration as well with us for so much is drifting us apart. So many times I feel the joy is gone. I'm holding onto Your hope for it's all I have,knowing you've pulled us through other storms. the biggest storm is in my heart. It's so heart broken and I want it gone now. The enemy is waking me up in the middle of the night and it's so hard to fall back asleep. I get so weak and tired that I become an easy target. Please forgive me for getting so upset that I see evil prosper around me, how some people are so selfish/prideful in their own ways, that they get it all while some of us struggle. Help me focus more on You than those fools who will only live "happy" here on earth for a short time.