And 2014 is almost over. It's been a tough year for me. Experienced magnitude 6 earthquake ,signal number 3 typhoon Haiyan,discovered my husband's pornographic habit, my kids were diagnosed of Koch's infection, my husband turned jobless, mom was sick and hospitalized with me to handle all the bills. I am having difficulty (understatement) of making ends meet. Mentally, emotionally I was torn into pieces. I wonder what has kept me sane from all of these. Being a woman in a third world country with no support from government, these things without SOMEONE'S power holding, can absolutely take me to a mental hospital. I thank THEE Father for walking with me. I am not asking THEE to lessen challenges just promise me that THY will be with me all the way. I beg THEE to grant me long life for my children. I can't bear the thought of leaving them in the hands of a passive, lack of initiative father. But THOU has given him to me which I accepted and I am willing to bear this cross until the day I leave this world. Walk with me, Father. Amen