I am almost 26 years old, and I feel very unhealthy physically and mentally. It is taking its toll and I am very scared. I don't have any major physical ailments that I know of but that doesn't mean that I'm okay. Please send positive vibrations my way, because I don't want to die. I know that God is here for me and fills your heart with light. But I am alone in this house and even if I am getting all I need from God, I am not getting what I need from others(people). The little things in life you take forgranted like: hugs, cuddling, kissing, talking, laughing, and sex with someone you love, are all things I feel like have been gone for so long. I am 25 going on 85. I don't want to pretend that I am not grateful for everything I have and how lucky I am, but I still can't minimize my suffering. Because my pain is real, and I deserve better. I deserve better. I will have better. Pray for me, and others suffering like me.