Dear God,
I feel like Gideon who was the lest liked in his family... He prepared some food and placed it on a rock and asked you to show him a sign and it turned to fire. You are the All Knowing God, there is NOTHING you don't see that happens to your children so I ask -"Why All The Suffering?" Why Must I Continue to suffer? Have you allowed Evil to prevail instead of righteousness? You see the Hurt, the mistreatment, the abandonment yet you remain silent. This is No more a test nor is it about having Faith because at least with Faith there is something to Hope for. I Have nothing but tears daily and yet you see my tears and do nothing. God I'm disappointed in you because I thought you Loved me and Cared for me......