I humbly ask for prayers. I have just been left by a man who I thought was true to me and would be my life partner. I had been single for 9 years and this man courted me for 9 months, we had a relationship for a little over a year and he left me for his ex-wife. They had been separated/divorced for 6 years and he assured me they were over and that he was happy to be starting a new life with me. Then out of nowhere, this. As if I never existed or mattered. I handled it very calmly when we discussed it a little over a week ago, but I'm dismayed. I'm in such deep anguish that my entire body aches, not to mention my heart, chest and soul. Worst of all, I'm feeling SO incredibly ANGRY. At him, at her, at God, at myself, at anyone who looks/seems happy and/or in love. I'm ashamed at feeling this way. I'm normally a very peaceful, loving person. It makes me lash out at others and that makes things so much worse. I hear men talk about their wives and I want to scream until I pass out. Why not meeee???? Why does everyone else receive the love, the partner they seek except me??? Please pray that I can overcome the pain, that I can work through the anger without isolating myself further and that the true love life partner I've been praying for and longing for for so long finally finds me. Thank you.