thank you to all who are praying for me, I pray that all of your prayers will be heard and answered, I know that the power of prayer works! I am asking just now for the peace and strength of God to get through this next phase of recovery. I had to do the hardest thing of my like this week and had to get my son removed from the house, not a great experience, and it has left me feeling rather fragile and stressed, even paranoid at times, so please pray for me, and I also ask that my son will learn to be responsible for his own life and someday forgive me and understand that I had no choice but to do what I did. we all are entitled to be safe after all, thank you all