I do believe is God, I am restful for the little blessing I see everyday. I have to say right now I am frustrated with my current family and financial issues. I question the reason feel so numb about life. I struggle everyday to find a smile and I have my directions of goals in life. My heart an mind the stress and I have misplaced the love in my heart. The blessings I need are next to impossible and I need the right pass filled will big neon signs the size of a big truck.. I have worked on my life turn around for 2yrs now.. Please help not to give up on myself, I am out of hope.. please help find it againm