My only daughter, my companion left to be with God, she was 38 years old, beautiful with a beautiful soul. She became ill one day and it turned out to be leukemia/bone cancer, it has been 8 months and I still cannot accept it, I still think she might walk in thru that door one day. I live everyday with that lump in my throat, and holding back tears.

I have 2 sons that are amazing, but I just can't go one day without her on my mind. My happiness is no more.

I hope God will pull me out of this darkness soon.