A few years ago, my best friend stopped speaking to me. There were faults on both parties but never in a million years did I think that I'd ever be without her. We've been through so much. I don't have any sisters but I thought that God had sent me a sister from another family and that we would be friends forever. I'm getting married soon and I can't seem to move forward with wedding plans with full joy without her here. I had always though she would be my maid of honor and I hers.
It feels like she has died. I still see here from time to time with mutual friends but she refuses to talk to me I even called her a few times over the years- for Christmas. My prayer is that we become friends again. If that is not God's will then I pray that she will be happy with all the things in her life and I can move forward with mine.