I want my wife back. I know that I messed up. But I want to make this marriage work while it's not too late. I want to be a great leader for my fellow followers. I'm putting up a smile and standing tall right now just for the sake of my followers, but deep down inside I'm still hurt from my wife's cheating and leaving me. But no matter how bad all the other people criticize her, I still want her back. I want her to open up her heart to God and so that He may bring her back to me. I only care about God's judgement, not mankind. I've given up alot of things in my life. but the last thing I wanna lose in my life is my wife, my marriage. I'm still praying and holding on fighting for my wife. I've tried the love dare on her before she left. But she left on day 17. I cannot do it alone. If any of you have seen the movie "No Greater Love" and "Fireproof", you would understand. Please, I really want my wife back.