Dear heavenly father through out the years I have struggle in life as well I made really bad choices, I have change in many ways and would like to turn my life around.. I have 4 kids and 3 are with me my oldest is with his father, my ex I should say.. I am now with someone else and he is very caring and I know he loves his kids but I wish god can open his eyes and make him stronger and more motivated if anything... I also would like to pray for myself I have been struggling to get a job and is really stressing me out, although I have been in some interviews it seems like they never call me back.. I don't understand what I am doing wrong... My kids are now in my mother in law custody sourde of in a way, I am going to en roll my self in this program call catholic charroties, very nice people.. They help you with housing and other things as well... Now father I know you know that i have been doing the best I can but I know i can do better, but I feel like everything is so hopeless and I know that is the devil making me feel that way.. I try so hard to keep my faith and believe that you my god will hear me and listen to my cries, I keep telling myself that everything will be okay and not to give up, and continue to keep moving foward and never look back.. I made mistakes and I made so many bad choices and now is time for me and my family to get out of this struggle and my kids to be happier.. also pray for those who believe in you and the ones that don't for we all are our heavenly father children.. my god pray for us all and watch all of us and send us your blessings and send your angels to protect all of us... Amen