Wonderful prayer, You have surrender to him... now release your hold on the control. Yehweh has been guiding you to the job you desire. Prolly why you didnt get other jobs.... with that heart of yours that opened up in that prayer shows me your concerns and faith in him, so you need to give it to Yehweh our God and dont stress and worry, for you gave it to him, now let him guide you!! Much love ur way

Amen!!!