As the days, weeks, months, years go on it becomes more and more hard to move on. To live a life where everyone abandoned you and shows no love for you is a weight I can no longer bare. Feeling jipped of this life if anything good would ever happen at this point I would be too old to enjoy it.I have given my Entire life to others do they care absolutely not. I have let myself go caring for others and I regret it. I never ran from my responsibilities and I regret that too. To stupid to comprehend and make my own choices I allowed other's to steer my life ruined since birth. Betrayed by all who should have been there for me. Always left to pick up the pieces. Now feeling ever more trapped raising grandchildren who have been taught to hate me as well. Responsibilities and my conviction keep me staying. Why can't I just be like everyone else and walk away. No home, no car, no family, no money, no physical appearance anymore, no degree, almost 50, not much of a life left and loosing Faith by the day.
I Pray and Pray and Pray some more and I'm still stuck. Still in desperate need of a Financial break through. Still living out of hotel with kids. Lost job in January, have not found something else. Trying direct sales selling children's books but no luck. My 23 year old son who is helping his family is burnt out, he needs feet surgery but won't because he is the only one working. Covid all last year and now has shut a good majority down in my area. I don't know what else to do. My grandsons my son nephews that I have custody of arguing, everything is getting worse slowly. I have spent decades struggling. Sometimes, I wonder if everyone would be better off. But, I have to go on. Praying for a major financial break through. We need money Jesus for weekly rent, food, son's surgery, a home, possible car, I'm begging Jesus on hand and knees, please don't abandoned us. Jesus name I pray Amen.
I don't know what to do anymore. Everything I plan gets rejected or denied. I feel that the people around me always do me wrong or treat me wrong and then want to treat me like I am the bad guy never acknowledge their wrong. I have no family or friends totally alone in the world. Still currently responsible for two grandsons well being along with three grown children who hate and disrespect me on the daily. I try to think positive but anymore so hard. I try selling crafts but nothing no support from no one but watch daily how they go elsewhere. I've tried mending and still the so called bad guy why I am spoken to nasty and belittled. My heart has been broken more times than I can count. I just don't know what to do anymore, I try and try from relationship and money and I still end up with emptyness. Please pray that my craft business will take off. I am homeless with grandsons in a hotel and still have to make a way.
In desperate need of prayers. Homeless with 2 grandchildren and older son. Living out of hotel and I am laid off. Son only 24 taking care of nephew's and myself. Hard time with food and weekly hotel rent. Can't seem to catch a break and travel by bus. Everything around us shutting down. Son works at grocery store and alone not enough. Can't find anything by time he is off everything gone. No one nor agencies have any resources called all. IRS shut down so no refund. We're picked for review of course but now Tax Advacate says all confirm but no way to push through their closed. God please help us find away when there seems no way. Please bless us with hotel rent and food.
God, I am so lost right now. I have lived a life of poverty homeless with kids again. I have no family being abandon from birth and adopted. Had mixed children. I have struggled all of my adult life and almost 50 still struggling and raising grandsons. Everything I earn from job goes to hotel rent. Nothing left for clothes, shoe's food, ect. I drink pop to feel full so kids eat. Car engine blew up so walk and bus when I can. My feet and ankles swell constantly. Two out of three kids don't speak to me. No family does. Just left alone. Troubles from the mean girls click at work and with situation can't say anything. I pray and pray but never vindicated. Will it ever get better? Would love to just be able to live several years without the struggle
I am so lost right now. I have no family or friends. Had mixed kids so disowned. Found out yesterday adoptive father has girlfriend around my age. Mentioned to biological sister I wanted some of my mother's things to remember her by and she made it seem I was out for a Payday. I asked for three things one being a photo album. At work my hours have significantly dropped after not receiving a promotion but did receive a perfect job performance. It's a popularity contest and other higher ups feel they can verbally mis treat people. Found out yesterday that my paycheck would be garnished from student loans. No notice. Have been homeless with three kids living out of a hotel for the past year. Today is my birthday and no one remembers yet or cares. Not even my kids. So lost I have no tears left no heart no soul musterseed is gone. How am I going to make it with three kids alone broke. Car engine blew up so mostly walking it's so cold out now. Been denied at every agency known to man. I need a break a miracle from God but feel he has left me too.
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