Pray for me to keep faith & that the man that I love will come back as soon as possible :) theres too much that I would need to write about for you guys to understand but PLEASE pray that he comes back soon thank you all!

heartbreak all of you probably have felt that pain before its the worst & feels like the end of the world & your heart just aches because of someone you love well thats what im going through my ex i miss him so much and honestly he was the BEST boyfriend ever he was Christian, he made sure I always ate, made sure I was happy & did random stuff to show he loved me like surprise me with flowers & a note or my favorite candy & would come right away even when he was sick all day he would come right away if i needed him and well i lost that because i let the devil get the best of me & everything that i did was horrible okay you dont understand it was horrible and i know there are worse things people have done but i just still regret it and wish i could go back in time and change everything bad i did to him i really love the guy and i believe he still loves me even though he says he doesnt & hes in a relationship they have been together a month & i can completely tell they dont have a connection & i can completely tell shes kinda mean & that they dont love eachother even though he says they do and I believe we are meant to be together but please pray that everything will work out perfectly and that God has this and that he will take away this pain and just make him realize that i do love him and i do care i also even wrote him a letter and sent it to him just to show him but he said were never gonna get back together but i still hold hope and i will continue to wait & fight for him please & thank you (:

Hey guys :) So I really want to be an actress I know I can do it & I will! I have always ever since I was 3 want to be on tv & I know I am good at it & love to do it plus my family isn't in the best spot with money we barely make it to pay the rent & my main priority is to take care of my family for taking care of me & if I made it not even as something big but made good money for my family I would be blessed & would give all the glory to Jesus & spread the word of the Gospel & I just ask you guys to pray that I make it & stay determined & that through Christ I can do anything & that I will ALWAYS put Jesus first & also if you guys know anyone that is in the acting industry that could help me in California that would be awesome but yeah I appreciate you reading this god bless! xx

Okay so I have been very depressed about my ex because I still love him but while we were in a relationship I was cold & I didnt realize what I had becaue he was perfect! honestly the perfect boyfriend he was there when i needed him and did anything to make me happy but during our relationship i let the devil take over me & now since hes gotten into a relationship ive realized how much I really do love him & he still cares about me but hes in a relationship and doesnt want to drop her for me & I completely understand that but we were talking last night & just as friends but when two people care about eachother its just so hard to not feel that way & so it was basically how it was when we used to be together & he was sending me videos of him singing like it wasnt bad but its just the fact that its what we used to do & he accidentally sent it to his gf & hes not a liar so he started crying bc he lied but then he told the truth right after & this is all at 3am and so he told me we couldnt be friends & honestly it hurt but everything happens for a reason & he was so scared because hes such a good guy he doesnt want her to break up with him over something like that ALSO there is another guy that has been in & out of my life for a year now & hes the only other guy I have a REAL deep connection with & so I dont know which one is meant to be with me but please pray that everything will fall into place & it will all make sense to me (: also to take away his guilt & sadness about this because he genuinely doesnt deserve to feel that way he did nothing wrong (: thank you!

Please pray that I stay committed to Jesus no matter how hard it is & that if something is meant to be it will be & that more good Christian people come my way because thats what I need is people who love Jesus as much as I do & will support me & help me grow a greater bond with Jesus also to be a better daughter to my Mother because she is a great woman & I have been very cold towards her which she does not deserve so pray that I become a better person all around (: thank you!