i hope he will understand me someday soon

thank you Lord because finally i have a job and the most wonderful man in life has a job as well..although he's far from me and possibly it would hard for us to talk often or we may not talk forever.. sad thing that almost killing me now but it's ok because i know he will be fine with your blessings.. i hope you will guide him in every step of his way.. please take care of him because i love this man so much..more than my own life..even if he he doesn't love anymore and as he said he will never love me again.. all i ask for him is to be happy and just be safe wherever he may go...i know sometime soon i'll be healed with this broken heart but no matter how much i've been healed i will never forget him..never...

i know i can't forget the feelings toward him and the only way to do that is to stay away from him because as long as we still see and each other the more i hurt myself... i can't leave him.. i don't know if i'll be fine if i will stay away from him and i don't know if i can stand the pain without him... even if i also hurt even more whenever i'm with him.. staying with him after the break-up is really hard to handle.. i'm happy whenever we talk and be friends after the break-up but knowing the fact that it's just like that and there's no future between us as he said he already gave up on us and he doesn't think that we will be together again..those things on his mind really hurt me so much.. i don't know what to do.. i really don't know what to do to make this pain in my hurt fades away.. God help me please to bear the pain.. i'm begging you help me God

i hope god will give me strength after the break-up and i want to thank Him for letting us to be friends after all

i pray to god that he will bless me and byongcheol to our relationship..
because we're not in the same nationality... he's a korean and i'm a filipina.. it's complicated when it comes to culture and beliefs.. if he will go back to his country, i don't know if he will come back in the philippines that's why he's looking for a job here so we can stay together for a longer time.. we don't know the future.. but we pray that god will allow us to love each other forever..

i hope i'll be better in my job...and i hope my special someone will find a job soon...so he will stay here in the philippines and we still have a chance to be together for a longer time... i really hope we really meant for each other and our love will never fade..